Here I go...

Over the last year and a half I married the love of my life, lost him to a rare form of cancer and had our first child.  There is much to endure when you've lost someone you loved and continue to love with all your heart.  The purpose of writing this down, is mostly for me, yet I'm posting it with others in mind who may or may not find it helpful ~ I've been writing for several months, so I may back-track and start off where I was when I lost Alan.